At one protest I talked to a Georgian girl, who was in in 2008 when Russia invaded, she and her family managed to evacuate. What I found striking when she told her story was this cold solidified spite in her eyes and the way she speaks about Russia. I felt it. When you've seen
so much injustice. When nobody ever even attempted to apologise. When the perpetrator doesn't feel any remorse. When you are tired to be angry because being so angry just makes you physically sick, all you have left is spite. You have no idea how much we despise Russia.
This disgusting entity only brings death and destruction. Some people are so afraid of provoking Russia, of destroying it. I think people should be much more afraid of not bringing Russia to justice. Otherwise, you're complicit. While Russia is killing our good people,
The injustice is killing what's good left in the rest of us. I hate to have so much spite in me. I will never say aloud all that I wish upon Russia, because this scares even me.I try to see beauty in this world, but sometimes it feels like all I have left in me is woe and spite.
The terrible thing is that I had already accepted it and resigned myself to it. Also, that I will never be happy again, because there will always be pain, sadness and hatred inside. This is not something that can be cured by a course with a therapist.
Yes. By the way, I recently spoke to a therapist about this and she said precisely this, it is not something that can be cured or fixed. What we feel is a normal reaction to these horrors. Our feelings are valid even if they make someone uncomfortable
